why?

I kneel on the floor, Tears falling from my eyes. I have learnt to hate you, Along with all your lies. Then why do I still love you? Why am i still here? When you have broken me, and still not shed a tear. People say it’s plain to see, People say its clear. That if i just run away, You would just disapear. But nothing was ever simple, There’s nothing clear to see. I could never run away, From what was once so dear to me. I love you but i hate you, Without you i’d be dead. But you’ll be the death of me, With all the things you’ve said. I know this won’t make any sense, You might misunderstand. Please just never leave me, I hope you’ll understand.